Yay. I had class bbq today! It was awesome! Though only 8 of us turned up! But. It was STILL awesome! Great. I haven't had such fun since I don't know when! I like social gatherings alot these days. It's super fun especially when I go crazy after drinking only ONE bottle of vodka. Actually, I think acting crazy is quite illusional for me. It helps to hide the pain that I keep inside. It helps to make me forget almost everything that makes me upset. And thus, I love doing and acting crazy. And afterall, seeing my friends laugh endlessly at the way I behave is great. hahaha.

Great, school starts next week. I seriously don't know what the hell I want out of every single shit I do. Please guide me, God. I thank you alot.