I need a change. I got empowered by this song - agnes, release me.

Sometimes, I tell myself to be contented with my lot. Then somewhere around my superficial self comes telling me that 'you need more'. It just gets so frustrating.

`get a hole and burrow yourself in, charlene.

I'm all crumbled up, been curling up in bed the entire afternoon. I found a new identity a while ago. This raw feeling is quite queer but empowering.

They say,

If you truly love someone, you will be strong for them when you're really falling apart.

That you shouldn't have to prove you love someone.

That it's more of a trust and communication thing.

That love isn't about doing great deeds.

It's about being open, reliable, honest, talking and sharing.

I'm sorry baby. I'm sorry for all the insecurities and unreasonable antics and everything. You are everything to me baby. I don't know how am I going to redeem myself this time.

I don't wanna be like this. I needa grow up.

I feel an urge to do so much this term break. I have got so much inner energy to expend out, so much to let loose. I want to do some travelling around exotic places, do some action to get my adrenaline pumping. Life's too short to spend it hesitating. What if I died tomorrow?

Dinner at the glass house fish & co was quite awesome. I had some cheese stuffed fish and chips which was really tasty at first but it got a little too much for me when I had more than three quarters of it. I got sicked of it. haha. I spend 2/5 of my allowance for the week today. I have four more effing days to survive. Aw.

Term test's over. Oh boy, I'm so glad but I'm so going to scream when I have the papers back two weeks from now. Ugh. I can actually start screaming now you know~

Debbie's away from me. :( she's away in korea, seoul now. I have no idea why do I think of her when I couldn't be bothered when she was in sg. I scraped through the term test papers thanks to her. I was so bloody lost after I crashed the first two papers, thank god she was there to tell me some really positive stuff. I love you debbie! :D

I have been having a rather hard time with my own life. This is my last sem and I'm about to graduate soon. My dad's been drilling some facts about what I really want to do after I graduate. He forbades me to do what I want to do. But then again, I would ask myself if that's what I really want for myself. I feel like running away sometimes. It's so awfully scarrrrryy.

I think I'm really crazy, been thinking and fantasizing about so many things. Have you ever entered a mall and walk past really mysterious and sexy people? I mean really mysterious people, like they possess this aura which you don't get with other people. And this is what we chinese people call as 'seh'. Haha.

I'm going to go read a book now, been coughing like nuts since I don't know when. I might just die from an asthma attack or something. Grrr..

There's so much pain where relationships are concerned.
The pain is overbearing,
I thought physical pain were better.

What is happening to me.
Why am I imposing my principles and likings on him?
Everybody is different, I know.
Everyone feels a different kind of thing for something

I just realized that we are so different
I was taught that the little things make up & build up to bigger things
Yet the little-est things
You do not notice.

I don't know how to teach you sometimes
It's my fault
What am I supposed to do now?
Oh God, tell me what to do?

I love him alot
Our bond,
Supposed to be getting stronger
Am I stranded?

Norwegian Recycling - 8 become 1

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned it's back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on the corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

My life is brilliant
My love is pure
I saw an angel
Of that I'm sure
She smiled at me on the subway
She was with another man
But I won't lose sleep on that
'Cause I've got a plan

I say it's ok
I can promise you it's alright
You ain't keeping me up all night, no more
You're not here but it's ok
I assure you babe it's alright
You ain't keeping me up all night, no more
You're not here but it's OK

See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you
Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you
With or without you
With or without you
With or without you
With or without you, a-ha
I can't live
With or without you

Tonight tonight tonight tonight
I wanna be with you tonight
Tonight tonight tonight tonight
I wanna be with you tonight
Tonight tonight tonight tonight
I wanna be with you tonight
Tonight tonight tonight tonight
I wanna be with you tonight

So what if you catch me,
Where would we land?
In somebody's life
For taking his hands
Sing to me hope as she's
Thrown on the sand
All of your work
Is rated again

It's alright and it's ok and
It's alright and it's ok and
It's alright and it's ok and
(You're not here with me)
It's alright and it's ok and (it's alright)
It's alright and it's ok and (it's ok)
It's alright and it's ok and
You're not here but ...
It's ok

SO BUSY SO BUSY!!! School work is killing me!!! :/

Disney channel stars
Send It On lyrics

A word's just a word
'Til you mean what you say
And love isn't love
'Til you give it away
We've all gotta gift
Yeah something to give to make a change

Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts the fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make it strong
Shine a light and send it on

Just smile and the world will smile along with you
That small act of love
Is spent for one to become two
If we take the chances
To change circumstances
Imagine all we can do
If we ...

Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make it strong
Shine a light and send it on
Send it on

There's power in all the choices we make
So i'm starting now there's not a moment to wait
A word's just a word
'Til you mean what you say
And love isn't love
'Til you give it away

Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make it strong
Shine a light and send it on

On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will help things start
Make it strong
Shine a light and send it on
Shine a light and send it on
Shine a light and send it on

-the end-

the new is fresh but can it sustain the devil's voracious appetite?

charlene is screaming out needy!

MEGAN FOX is so hot, I would forgo so many things just to see her in the flesh.

anyway, this is so random! i have been wasting so much time! work work work!!!

The past three days has been poignant. It's a new sort of thing. I'm learning to handle everything, from being in the same class with him to seeing people whom I haven't seen for ages. It's quite tedious sometimes, but I hope I am tenacious enough to see through it all.

Once again, today I found the importance of having friends again. Good friends. Friends whom I always turn to when I don't see light in my problem. Friends who would lend their listening ear when convenient. But of course I don't take any of my other good friends for granted, it's just that I prefer to be alone listening to music than thrashing all my feelings out to people in the open. And so I prefer to tolerate all the 'thrashing' inside me.

My eyes hurt so much now. The bloody contact lenses are sucking my bloodshot eyes dry. I need some eye rest now. Immediately.

Sometimes, it's hard to find chemistry or a certain type of chemistry in people. Thus if I happen to come across one, even if it's the same sex, she tends to catch of my attention. I don't know what's with this random subject anyway, I just happened to be thinking of someone which fits this description. hahahaha.

Baby, give me more faith and hope. I really hope we'll be able to last. Ours is a relationship of a thousand possibilities or more, I won't give up on you. I love you sweet pie.

You're Not Sorry

by Taylor Swift

All this time I was wasting

Hoping you would come around

I've been giving out chances every time

And all you do is let me down

-

And it's taking me this long

Baby but I figured you out

And you're thinking we'll be fine again

But not this time around

-

You don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

-

And you can say that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did before

You're not sorry, no, no, no, no

-

Looking so innocent

I might believe you if I didn't know

Could've loved you all my life

If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

-

And you got your share of secrets

And I'm tired of being last to know

And now you're asking me to listen

Cause it's worked each time before

-

But you don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

-

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did before

You're not sorry, no, no, oh

You're not sorry, no, no, oh

-

You had me falling for you honey

And it never would've gone away, no

You used to shine so bright

But I watched all of it fade

-

So you don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

There's nothing left to beg for

-

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did before

You're not sorry, no, no, oh

You're not sorry, no, no, oh

No, oh, no, oh, no oh

Whoa, no, no

-the end-

Gosh. Major project's over and done with! :D I'm quite worried though, my LO couldn't quite understand my poster presentation yesterday. :/ well, I hope he does see light through reading my report. Anyway, the lyrics I posted above is non-suggestive of any whatsoever thing.

I'm feeling really melancholic now though. I wonder why do I get this feeling every now and then, it's like an attack or something. It's been like this ever since I was a teenager, I always needed this space to myself. I always needed time to be alone. Well, I guess some people do experience this every now and then.

Anyway, it was Coral's birthday about two days back. I had wanted to address her as Ms Coral Lim here but I figured that it's weird because I feel so grown up and all already. Haha. I really hope you had a wonderful birthday, coral. You'll always be someone I respect and look up to, since young until now.

Hahaha. And ya! I watched coraline on thursday too! In 3D! It's a nice movie, I would rate it 4/5? It's a whole new movie experience for cartoon animations from the usual nemo and mouse movies. hahahaha. Anyway, I want to go watch some teevee. Shall end today. :)

Fly birdie fly...

Fly birdie fly...

Fly birdie fly. Up up to the sky!

Sha la la la la la la Sha la la la la~

Toot .. toot .. toot (flute blowing~) toot .. toot.. toot.. toot.. toot.. toot..

(I'm consumed by boredom, you see.) :D

i don't want to be selfish this time round.

Met up with a friend today. And then he was telling me alot of things which made sense, and I pondered upon them.

If you have claimed today that you love someone,

Would you leave that person when he/she were facing obstacles?

Would you wanna help solve the problem with him/her?

And if you really thought you have loved him/her, think again.

Cause love is timeless.

Love does not fade with time.

But feelings, crushes and appeal all fade with time.

So do you really think you love him/her?

Cause when you finally leave him/her, the answer is quite obvious.

I don't know why but I have been pondering the entire day, while I was crossing the road, eating my meals and relieving myself in the restrooms. My friend told me so much. He told me that he learnt so much from his recent breakup, he told me not to make promises cause promises are meant to be broken. And everything is unpredictable.

If you're someone selfish today and you love only yourself, I suggest you should not get attached and lead your life of loneliness. When will you learn? Cause if you don't learn, the same shit happens. And I shall stop preaching for today. :)

Time is passing so quickly. I can't handle all that, I don't wanna grow up. I wanna be like peter pan. Oh yeah. I participated in a street netball competition on sunday at west coast park and we won third place! I feel my team and I growing better with each different exposure at every comp. It's always heartwarming to be playing with familiar team-mates when you've grown up with them, suffered with them during trainings in the past, and they know you inside out. It's so comfortable. And you don't get this sort of feeling with everyone.

Major project report and poster due date SOON! chiong chiong chiong~!

i love you so much, thy.

i don't know what would i do without you.

i am so lost right now.

i wished you were right here beside me smelling me & telling me what to do

i wished you didn't had to go away

every single day that you're away makes my heart ache like crazy

i was never clingy but i learnt how to with you around

only you can take that sickening pain away

i love you baby

RANDOM PICTURES! :)

this was taken at cptc abt 4 mths ago?!

check me out! i'm so cuteeeeeeee!

this candy reminds me so much of someone... hms...

it's almost flat now~ hahaha.

ah brown says: "check out my fluffy backside!"

Yay~! Internhip's ended! More rest and fun for me now! Oh yay, my presentation at the company went pretty well. I'm so contented right now. But there's so many ups and downs in life, might as well just enjoy myself while I can right now. :)

I attended some social event yesterday night. The place around was rather scenic with the water and everything, I felt rather at peace with myself over there. I finally had a chance to see michelle after more than a month. Nevertheless, I don't want to admit that things have changed, changed by alot. For one, I'm changed too. I am no longer how I actually used to be around her. I don't know about her, but there was this really awkward silence for a while during the dinner after I yelled at the table over some photos I saw. I didn't mean to embarrass her at all. Sometimes, I wished we could be how we used to be but it's so hard now. It's like, some things cannot be changed after they have been implemented or something. There were some hurting for me at the dinner but I tried to mask it all. It's different, so different. We used to be so close, I always felt so comfortable sitting beside you but now I just don't know what you're thinking. You're at this and later at that. You're whispering here and there. I'm really sorry for anything and everything. I really don't like the way things are now, it's like hanging somewhere in the midair. Ugh.

People's been asking me what I want to do when I graduate. I really want to tell them but I guess it's better to do so after I have really done it.

I have got a really tiny cut on my toe, but you know what? It damn bloody hell hurts alot. Anyway, I have blogged enough for today. Gonna go do something else now! :)

i'm so pissed off now. i can't access my friggin mail to finish up my report. ugh. i don't know why have i become so quick-tempered these days. anyway, i had nights out two days back on friday. my colleagues took me to this expensive japanese restaurant at mohammad sultan rd for dinner. little did i know i had to touch alcohol when my colleagues and myself bumped into our boss on the way to another place. he was with this super-rich client and we were asked to sit down and there goes. cheers cheers cheers. i was rather light-headed after that. i had several shots of sakae, it was pure nice sakae. there was this fragrance in its after-taste. but it was a price for your money when it cost over 100 for a bottle.

i didn't really liked entertaining anyway. the next morning was rather groggy and sick for me. but my day was great! hahahah. :)

i'm just here to write off my anger and frustrations. it doesn't really seem to help at all though. :( god bless.

Gosh. I finally have some spare time to blog now. Work's been crazy the past week, I was trying to rush out the project with all the results. I am so, so tired now. I'm worn out. I need to get some proper sleep and rest or else I'm going to collapse. Anyway, i'm pretty soon done with project, just that this one bloody experiment had to fail and I have to redo and reprepare all the beakers. I am so going to miss some of my nonsensical colleagues at work, especially the cleaner and the china chemist, always talking dirty jokes at work. But I like. hahahaha. They are the people who really keep me going through these past 3 months. :)

Last night was awesome. hahahaha. I had alot of fun I thought. hahaha. Anyway, things are so different right now. I need to clear some misunderstandings and stuff. Sometimes, I feel like a rubber band being dragged right and left with no exact directions that I feel suffocated. I need to breathe.

Anyway, I am listening to some music now by david archuleta. I just feel like singing it so much now so here goes. It doesn't imply anything ok, it's just such a nice song. :D

Saw you from the distance,
Saw you from the stage,
Something 'bout the look in your eyes,
Something 'bout your beautiful face,
In a sea of people,
There was only you,
I never knew what this song was about,
But suddenly now I do,

Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,
Reach out as far as you can,
Only me, only you, and the band,
Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,

Can't let the music stop,
Can't let this feeling end,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never see you again,

Can't let the music stop,
Until I touch your hand,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,

I see the sparkle of a million flashlights,
I wonder why all the the stars,
But the one that's shining out so bright,
Is the one right where you are,

Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,
Reach out as far as you can,
Only me, only you, and the band,
Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,

Can't let the music stop,
Can't let this feeling end,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never see you again,

Can't let the music stop,
Until I touch your hand,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,

Saw you from the distance,
Saw you from the stage,
Something 'bout the look in your eyes,
Something 'bout your beautiful face,

Can't let the music stop,
Can't let this feeling end,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never see you again,

Can't let the music stop,
Until I touch your hand,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,

Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand, (I'll never get the chance again)
Reach out as far as you can, (I'll never get the chance again)
Only me, only you, and the band,
Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,
Yeah, yeah

I feel so confused.. why why why? My head's hurting like crazy now, my nose's dripping and my eyes are droopy. I feel so sick. Do you not say what you mean? I want to believe but it's so so hard when almost everybody is against this. Well, not everybody but. Actually things are simple, really simple if I could only stop my crazy mind from wandering everywhere else thinking of every possibility. It's really hard now, I feel so sick with my headache now. Why do I feel like the both of us are hiding things from each other? I don't know, it's not even a beginning yet. Nevertheless, I feel this thing so much stronger than before ever since we had last weekend together. I swear I never felt this close and happy being with another guy when I spent last weekend together with you. It felt like I was on cloud nine, being so close to you everywhere we went. Yet, I think I'm crashing now. Perhaps it's because I'm really down with headache now. Or? I want to be with you, but they say you will not change.

I thought it was clearer if I had really experienced it myself, experienced the whole thing. I must say first-hand experiences require much more than who I am. Perhaps I have been thinking too much, just like what you always say. I really miss how we spent last weekend together, it was so happy and heartwarming. I really thought I was in love then. :(

Netballuxion on sunday. I can't wait to see you guys, chewling elly pw sh! Ugh. I need to hurry get better, i'm thinking too much now my brain's going to explode.. Cheerios.

I seriously don't know what happened to my blogger, I can't upload images and change fonts and many things! I need to go find a solution to this soon! But I haven't got much time! I need to start on my report tomorrow, second MP discussions on 15 august! RUSH RUSH RUSH!

I was on the phone with michelle just now for close to 2 hours I think. We talked about alot, it made me think alot even though I kept switching topics to avoid or escape the situation. I know I just have got to face things sooner or later. I don't know what I have been doing, just been screwing up my life telling her things I don't even know whether I really am. Anyway, she understands. I just had a warm shower and I seem to snap back to the person whom I really am deep deep inside me. My core. It's hard, but I only get back to myself when everything quietens down and my soul seem to calm down. And it's these times when I can really decide what I want for myself, instead of those pride-wrecking stupid things which I had wanted to do.

Anyway, today was a fairly good and bright day I would say. :) I went out with mr mysterious today. We watched the Hangover, it was awesomely hilarious. I never laughed so much in the 18 years of wasted life I had. hahahaha. We had dinner at .... I forgot the name of the restaurant already. Oh! At Changing Appetites! hahaha. I didn't try their famous frankentein mudpie though! I definitely have to try the next time, it looks damn hell good. :D But I am having a bad throat now, it's itchy and so sore. :( Anyway, the most memorable or heartwarming thing that happened today took place in the train. Recalling back now, it was really quite heartwarming. I feel something different now, can't explain why I couldn't feel that way earlier. Perhaps I am alone to think now. Yet, I'm so scared. It's so uncertain and full of complications. Why did I choose this route in the first place? Anyway, I guess things have to be taken one step at a time now. I cannot charge into this at full speed like before. I don't want to regret and please spare me any heartbreaks for both sides.

Netballuxion coming soon at Novena Square! :D

I don't know why but you have been so much a part of my life that I don't know how to continue without you. It's been only a few months that we began hanging out like this so often, I want us to be the best of friends until we all grow old and haggard. And I hope that happens :)

My head hurts alot right now. I don't know how to head for work tomorrow. Dear God, please make me a stronger person and give me more faith.

All of a sudden, I miss debbie and the clique. Sometimes, I wished we all never grow up to face the harsh reality of life. I want to be like peter pan. :(

`it's the sunshine after all the rain, i hope.

Work today was hideous. Everything was bad, there were so much work to do and all I could think of was nothing else but all that happened over the previous night. First, my mind was so preoccupied with all that crap that happened and second, there were so many bloody samples to manage all by myself. It pushed me to the brink that I broke down in the toilet at the office. Imagine all that pride I had to keep aside when my colleagues found me in the toilet like that. It was totally embarrassing. Anyway, I hope tomorrow will be a better and brighter day. It's the weekends the day after tomorrow. I really need a break.

Then it occurred to me that she really didn't bothered anymore. I was crying so badly in the toilet and I badly needed to talk to her to make me feel at ease again yet when I called her, she did not answer. Where were you everytime I needed you? I know clearly how seldom I need someone this badly cause I tell myself to be strong everytime something bad happens. You tell me to not lock myself up in this shell of mine, yet when i'm trying to open up to you, you just don't bother. I'm so lost, I don't want to share anymore. I guess things would be just fine like how it was in the past when I just kept everything to myself.

I don't see the reason of all that's happened. I keep questioning myself what have I done wrong. I just don't understand, I really don't. Whose ... Ugh, I don't know why am I saying all these here. It's not going to make any difference.

I'm so confused. I need to go to do a sport. Oh god, tell me what to do ... I need to get on.

Oh god. I miss michelle alot right now. I don't know what's up with me these few days, just been having these irritating mood swings back and forth. I have to get away from this, fly away and do something I really enjoy doing. I am hurting more and more each day, and I wonder why. It's as if I can never be satisfied with myself. Ugh. I need something to cover the pain and block it, filter it away. And I know just what's that 'filter'. It's going to be just a temporary one, I know. I don't want to do this. I can't help it.

Anyway, below are the photos from last weekend's outing with michelle. Apparently, I don't know why the both of us didn't take a photo together though. hahaha. I miss you, ah worm. Cheers! :)

UGH. It's WORK again tomorrow! I dread going to work. I hate being so quiet and not myself at work. I hate pouring the wrong chemicals into the wrong beakers. I hate feeling so unsure about a procedure yet I don't cease to ask before I proceed and commit a mistake. I hate feeling stupid for asking so many questions and I get ignored occassionally. Anyway, I must get through this. Period.

I don't understand how life works. Everything's so repetitive. Do we only derive satisfaction from reaching goals? Other than that, what else? Love?

That aside, I cherish my family and good friends alot. I cannot afford to lose them cause they keep me going, away from the dreary pull of life.

-I'm staying positive. :)

- SENTOSA 19th June! -

:):):):):):):):):):):)

Today was quite good. I managed to take leave to head back to school for the selection of electives. :D Thereafter, I went for tanning at palawan! It was outrageously irritating when the sun came out and went back as well as the rain poured down on and off. Anyway, I got slightly burnt ONLY. I wouldn't say I'm tanned at all, cause it's damn hard for me to become dark. (I peel and become white/fair again!) hahahahhaa. FUN, FUN and FUN! I talked lots with my sis while we were tanning. :D

I rushed to meet ah worm (michelle) after that! hahahhaa. It was another utterly fun event! I met her at kembangan and she drove us for some bubbletea and then to ecp. :D i was so honoured to be sitting at the front seat! Cause, usually you-know-who gets to sit there. hahahhaha. And also all thanks to me for being late that I got that seat! HAHAHAA. We arrived at ecp food centre and it was crowded like shit. We had to wait for tables and chairs. haha. And little did I realise that there were so many uncivilised and rude people there! Obviously when someone got to the table first and chop the seat, you don't go there with your bloody khaki and don't care as well as to just sit down! What bloody attitude is that? So rude! Tsk tsk tsk. I felt like going up to slam two tightslaps at their faces. Anyway, we got a few tables under the pavillion I think. Ordered some food and started gouging overselves. Haha. At least, I felt like I was filling myself up like a balloon. Hahahaha.

Oh. And michelle's birthday 'cake' was so pretty! I hope you had a wonderful time today, ah worm! I love you and hope that you will always be happy ok! :DDDDDDDDDDDD And also HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! I'm so sorry for getting the date all mixed up. I will pass you your special 'present' SOON! Smacks! :)))))))))

It's weird how things ended. But I'm glad that it's over. I did not really know what I had wanted and thus, it wasn't really fair for him either. I wouldn't say I'm not the least upset about it. Neither would I say I'm very happy about it. I would rather admit that I have been very rash about everything.

I need to change. Seriously. I supposed I got started by ripping off the previous blogskin. :)

Anyway, graduation and pat's birthday celebration picts! Sorry about the messed up sequence of the pic-tures! Enjoy!

[SORRY guys, I seriously have no idea how I can get rid of the space below!!] :D

Hi guys. I'm back after a whopping 6 weeks of training at Jurong Island CPTC!!! It has been a very enriching experience but also a very tedious one. Thank god I graduated yesterday, I was very close to failing and not obtaining my cert. :( But thank god I graduated. Anyway, life's been rather monotonous lately. I'm looking for some excitement. hahahaha.

Yesterday was rather good but I was quite pissed in the morning, I guess. I went out with love after graduation and we went e hub for some food and movies. We watched 'the uninvited' and I would say it was a rather nice movie with a good twist at the end. After the movies, we kbox-ed from 6pm all the way till 830pm! Kbox was pricey! Around 20 bucks per person! Stupid. Anyway, the room was darn spacious cause it was meant for 10 people as they didn't had rooms left for 2. It was fun, it was funny to listen to love's high-pitched girlie voice...... hahahahahahaha. Anyway, I kind of skipped dinner. I had a small portion of mee sua from some taiwan store at e hub I think, wasn't very sumptous after I bought home to eat it. To sum it all I had a, ratings: 6/7 DAY, yesterday. hahahaha. :D

I need to sort out some of our differences right now though. I am quite messed up actually. Sigh. Got to go! Cheers!

Birthday celebration of yh

on 9th MAY!! :D

Yesterday was good. I met michelle and her clique for a gathering before she flys away next week to china for osip. We played lan. hahahaha. Don't know what it's called, '4 left dead' or something. It was damn fun! I loved killing zombies, shooting the shit out of them. hahahaha. Anyway, I had to meet my clique for a birthday celebration thereafter. We had ASTONS at cathay. Food was good. Black pepper grilled fish.

After dinner, we strolled around and ended up at SMU. hahahaha. I bet yh was rather caught offguard that he was going to blow the candles off his cake over there. hahahaha. It was fun. I miss seeing them all. But I was so tired and worn out that I didn't had much energy to fool around like the usual. :S Anyway, WHERE is AMELIA SETO?! Stupid amelia! Stop going for your family dinners and come out to meet us soon! With this, I hope to see you our next meeting. This is my first warning letter to you. HAHAHAHA. :D

Updates at Jurong Island. I'm so worn out with the crazy and lengthy practicals in the hot sun! It's sometimes worse than having a good game of netball where I get all sweaty and worn! I hope all these can be over VERY soon. I'm dying soon. Anyway, exams are around the corner! Got to go! Take care people!

Hi, I'm back to blog! I'm so tired so I'm going to do a short update right now ok? :D Alright, life's been really, really packed and busy that I can't breathe sometimes. I was trying hard to breathe in the bus this morning you know, like my chest felt really tight or something. Anyway, everyday's going to Jurong Island and getting up early and going home late. I'm so tired and worn out, I feel my body giving way soon. I feel so weak. Fortunately, it's public holiday tmr! I'm going to rest to my heart's content and study for my mid-term paper next week! :D

Life's been quite good. :D I feel so loved when I see the way he behaves towards me. And he doesn't get angry one! hahahahhaah. The both of us are very childish and playful, I would say. hahahah. :DDD So tired, so tired and so very tired! I'm exhausted.

I'm going to run and exercise at the gym later! Got to burn away calories and tone my body! :D Take care, people and love love love! God bless.

Night out on 11th April!

with deb, pat, ph, ky, ter, yh and myself. :D

haha. I guess I was a little tipsy in here.

check out deb's revealing top! hahahaha.

cheers! -.-

oh god, I look lunatic over here.

-The End- :)

CPTC's started. Yet, I think it's so much better than staying at home my entire hols doing redundant stuff and wasting my time. Over the hols, I gained some and I lost some. Sigh. I wouldn't elaborate more. Anyway, things been quite good! I met one of my friend from JC whose doing his CPTC trng at Petrofac too. He hasn't changed alot I would say. He called me just the night before and we talked for a bit. :D

Anyway, I got to go. Update soon.