Gosh. I finally have some spare time to blog now. Work's been crazy the past week, I was trying to rush out the project with all the results. I am so, so tired now. I'm worn out. I need to get some proper sleep and rest or else I'm going to collapse. Anyway, i'm pretty soon done with project, just that this one bloody experiment had to fail and I have to redo and reprepare all the beakers. I am so going to miss some of my nonsensical colleagues at work, especially the cleaner and the china chemist, always talking dirty jokes at work. But I like. hahahaha. They are the people who really keep me going through these past 3 months. :)

Last night was awesome. hahahaha. I had alot of fun I thought. hahaha. Anyway, things are so different right now. I need to clear some misunderstandings and stuff. Sometimes, I feel like a rubber band being dragged right and left with no exact directions that I feel suffocated. I need to breathe.

Anyway, I am listening to some music now by david archuleta. I just feel like singing it so much now so here goes. It doesn't imply anything ok, it's just such a nice song. :D

Saw you from the distance,
Saw you from the stage,
Something 'bout the look in your eyes,
Something 'bout your beautiful face,
In a sea of people,
There was only you,
I never knew what this song was about,
But suddenly now I do,

Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,
Reach out as far as you can,
Only me, only you, and the band,
Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,

Can't let the music stop,
Can't let this feeling end,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never see you again,

Can't let the music stop,
Until I touch your hand,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,

I see the sparkle of a million flashlights,
I wonder why all the the stars,
But the one that's shining out so bright,
Is the one right where you are,

Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,
Reach out as far as you can,
Only me, only you, and the band,
Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,

Can't let the music stop,
Can't let this feeling end,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never see you again,

Can't let the music stop,
Until I touch your hand,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,

Saw you from the distance,
Saw you from the stage,
Something 'bout the look in your eyes,
Something 'bout your beautiful face,

Can't let the music stop,
Can't let this feeling end,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never see you again,

Can't let the music stop,
Until I touch your hand,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,

Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand, (I'll never get the chance again)
Reach out as far as you can, (I'll never get the chance again)
Only me, only you, and the band,
Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,
Yeah, yeah