Friday, March 27, 2009

Hello fellow countrymen and relatives and ....... hahahaha. I think I'm a little hyped up at the moment. Sorry. I just realized I had promise him to blog like a few days back before we went out and here am I blogging now. And now that he's not here in sg, it makes me all the more eager to blog since I can't help these endearing thoughts. Anyway, next paragraph. :D

Yesterday was BBQ at ame's condo. It was rather good catching up with friends whom you have known since the old days. hahahaha. There are just these warm feelings you get from talking to them and catching up, these close and much-cherished ties. :D Then, debbie came along quite late in the night. I ended up talking and ranting to her for close to 2 hours I think? It's great how easy and comfortable you get talking to a very good friend. That sort of feeling, I can't describe. Anyway, I was rather moody thereafter. :S

I miss him. Yet, there's these things which I'm just so not comfortable with. Sometimes, I feel like I'm lying to you when you tell me about the things I told you about which I don't recall telling you. Perhaps it's because we barely know each other that much yet. I don't want to let go because of some stupid reasons. Too fast, too furious? Yes, I do admit that I need my space but that doesn't mean that I don't need you all the time. Constaints, constraints. I try to understand and accomodate to some point of agreement. Anyway, I miss you all the same. I'm sorry for the rantings.

Cheerios. :D

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