ahh... mabel is gone to Perth... I'm going to miss her... didn't realized her important existence to me untill she has gone for her holidays. I miss her... I really want to forget a person who has appeared in my life and sort of hurt me... I want to forget him. Yet... he has kind of rekindled our friendship again by smsing me and chatting with me. I wished I didn't read his message and don't want to see him. He is a crush I had since the beginning of this year. I can't reveal his name... he is someone whom is rather popular... He smsed me and asked me whether I still liked norman... what the... well... I only hope that i will regard him as a friend only. He likes someone who is rather close to me and thus I can't like him because it would be sort of a love triangle... and i don't want that to happen... It is complicated... Anyway, a guy called Ben had been really good friends with me before but since he's so fickle-minded, he liked another girl and i sensed it and know it, she is mabel... He's a flirt... well, i can't help it either... Aiya... I haven't been reading my books to improve my english, I had better pull my socks up, hahas. Alright! I will try hard to make my feelings for him drift away... so easy yet so hard... hahas... I'll be +ve... hahas... yea... Next thurs have friendly match with gan eng seng and cedac... hope we at least can equal the score.. hahas. I will make sure I will learn something from that exposure...