bloggie, I had a boring day today... I went to Bugis with my parents in the noon, actually intended to do some shopping however when I arrived there, the feeling of shopping dissipated. We did window-shopping instead. Sometimes, I dream of becoming an actress or a big star and I feel like realizing this dream however there is not enough motivation or encouragement from my close ones so everytime I think of it, the thought flows away... Indeed, this is my dream. I have other dreams too. I want to be national netballer, however I don't have enough focus and motivation to keep thinking about it. I mean I'm already in this line, I just have to work harder and stay focused. However, if I want to be famous, I have to be given a chance. I mean i don't have a talent to act or sing... I have to be talent-scouted and that's a really tough chance I will be chosen just like my elder sister who didn't grab the chance when she had it, to become a model... which is a very stupid choice. She had the height and looks yet she gave up the chance... Well, it can be really difficult for her to make a choice too, because there were so many beautiful people in the modelling class. Arrgghh... Well, why am I talking about this... I just wanted to talk about my life... hahas. I'm serious. Nevermind... I chatted with Qiu Ling via the sms just now, so funny. I told her that she was a laughing cockroach... so funny.. hahas. Alright... my skin is still as red as a lobster... -.- sigh.. so painful... sometimes, i wonder just what is life... We are constantly working working hard throughout our lives and stressing ourselves however the outcome of our hardwork is really fruitful. And, I really like the feeling of giving my best shot and getting what the results that i desire. Hahas... okie.. need to go now..