today is another day of doing my homework day... hahas. My arm hurts now, I think I twisted it. I thought it was going to be okie since it didn't hurt much after that match, but it hurts now everytime I turn my arm. Sometimes, I feel like giving up on netball, I injured my arm... my tailbone have not yet recovered because I did not heed my doctor's advice. There are so many factors that make me want to give up netball. However, my passion to be in the court playing keeps me going. Well, there are ups and downs in things I do. However, in netball, I face so many downs and thank god I overcame the most difficult one. I used to think I was inferior to my other team-mates in playing netball and furthermore I was always very negative about myself. I worked hard and never gave up on myself, I brought myself to where I am today. I want to work harder and bring myself higher. The club Sneakers is my idol netball players. I hope to be like them. Yesterday evening was rather chaotic in my house, my little sister came home from her camp and she got severly scolded by my dad for dropping her handphone into the seawater whether unintentionly or intentionly. It was chaotic with my sister screaming at my dad and my dad setting his stand and setting rules down on her. I'm going to do my homework right now... update you later...