bloggie... I feel that something is amissed today. I feel so empty once again... the feeling of emptiness is like a empty black hole with echoes. Why is life like that? Why do we have to go through whatever we have to do everyday? It is tiring... Hahas. I speak like I want to end my life as such. I was just wondering what do we work so hard for when we will just die in the end... I feel like meeting up with my friends and have a good laugh. I miss someone... It's weird to miss that person though. I want to meet that person right now at this moment. Though I'm in a mess right now. After living in this world for 14 years, I still have not found the passion of my life. Although netball is currently my passion, but I can't work with netball right... Well, maybe I can... School is reopening... Well, I will look at the brighter side, I am going to begin a term of new learning. Though I know that this semester will be tough for me to catch up what I have missed. I have a goal at the end of this semester and that is to be in the Top 15 in my level. I have to work very hard and stay focus. I am now currently 35th in my level. I will not lose my perpective. Okie, I am looking forward to a new semester of hard work and focus. That's why I am quite reluctant to begin the new semester. Study Hard and Stay Focused!!!