Sunday, June 26, 2005

yesterday night, I chatted with Chew ling and Bernice on the phone till Midnight... hahas. I told them about my primary school past which I had never told anyone about untill now. I did some recollection of my memories when I was Pri. 6 again last night. It is rather haunting for me to recall them again. When Bernice and Chew Ling knew about my past in Pri. 6, they were rather taken aback because they felt I had a scary past. Well, I have since learnt to live with it because it has been so long already, like about 3 years already? These memories were affecting me badly when I was in secondary school but I have like a said, learnt to live with it. Hahas. Anyway, today Chew ling and bernice went to work when it was the last day of our holidays. Stupid la... Maybe I will take the camp as an enjoyment? Means i will just head there and enjoy myself. Take myself away from my memories... These memories are hurting me and changing me. I trying to resist it. I am not going to change. Though I have lived with these memories for decent time. Anyone reading this entry, don't ask me about it in school okie... anybody... See Ya!

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