Dear blog. Life is getting tougher and tougher each day for me. I feel the load getting heavier and heavier. However, I am telling myself that I will only get stronger by each load not weaker. Soon, two months of intensive schooling would have passed. Also, very soon I will take my GCE O' level chinese paper. Everything is approaching at a very frightening speed that I am so afraid the next day would be my O's. You know something. I have really put in a lot of effort in my studies in these two beginning months of schooling. And, I feel that I am reaping the results. I really regretted not being this way the year before. I am experiencing mixed feelings right now. I do not know whether I should be glad that I have realized earlier or regretted earlier or despair over how much I have missed out in the past year. It is real frustrating. I am taking up A maths tuition very soon. I also want to take up Chemistry tuition however I have not seeked my parent's views yet.
At this point of time, I really want to be frank to anyone. I have been in close terms with this someone. However, it is only through sms. It is frustrating. We do not talk to each other in school and then things are not going really smoothly. We are thinking of giving up each other anytime. Well, I am frustrated. I really have no mood for a relationship at this period of my life. Why couldn't all this problems approach me the year before when I fooled around the entire year? Why do such things approach me when I want to focus and concentrate? Well, maybe this is a test of my abilities.
Oh. Ya. I was approached to be this year's female House Captain for Julius! This is cool and awesome man. I have never been one before. This is a new experience in my last year of secondary education. Haa. I am nuts. Okie, I am ending here. I got to do some revision.

Wells, I haven't been blogging for a week. Many things have happened in this entire week. So many things and problems which are revolving around my closest friends and loved ones. I'm pretty worried for mei xuan. She's like so vulnerable inside yet strong on the outside. I'm kinda upset for her, her birthday just passed and she had to deal with so many whats and knots. Sigh. I thank god none of these things are happening to me and if any of you all need my help, just approach me. Valentine's day is approaching. This year is kinda complicated for me. Sigh. I really don't know what's approaching or is going to happen to me. And anyways, I'm neither attached to anyone yet. Sigh. Alrights, I need to go now. Bye.