i love you so much, thy.

i don't know what would i do without you.

i am so lost right now.

i wished you were right here beside me smelling me & telling me what to do

i wished you didn't had to go away

every single day that you're away makes my heart ache like crazy

i was never clingy but i learnt how to with you around

only you can take that sickening pain away

i love you baby

RANDOM PICTURES! :)

this was taken at cptc abt 4 mths ago?!

check me out! i'm so cuteeeeeeee!

this candy reminds me so much of someone... hms...

it's almost flat now~ hahaha.

ah brown says: "check out my fluffy backside!"

Yay~! Internhip's ended! More rest and fun for me now! Oh yay, my presentation at the company went pretty well. I'm so contented right now. But there's so many ups and downs in life, might as well just enjoy myself while I can right now. :)

I attended some social event yesterday night. The place around was rather scenic with the water and everything, I felt rather at peace with myself over there. I finally had a chance to see michelle after more than a month. Nevertheless, I don't want to admit that things have changed, changed by alot. For one, I'm changed too. I am no longer how I actually used to be around her. I don't know about her, but there was this really awkward silence for a while during the dinner after I yelled at the table over some photos I saw. I didn't mean to embarrass her at all. Sometimes, I wished we could be how we used to be but it's so hard now. It's like, some things cannot be changed after they have been implemented or something. There were some hurting for me at the dinner but I tried to mask it all. It's different, so different. We used to be so close, I always felt so comfortable sitting beside you but now I just don't know what you're thinking. You're at this and later at that. You're whispering here and there. I'm really sorry for anything and everything. I really don't like the way things are now, it's like hanging somewhere in the midair. Ugh.

People's been asking me what I want to do when I graduate. I really want to tell them but I guess it's better to do so after I have really done it.

I have got a really tiny cut on my toe, but you know what? It damn bloody hell hurts alot. Anyway, I have blogged enough for today. Gonna go do something else now! :)