Yay. I had class bbq today! It was awesome! Though only 8 of us turned up! But. It was STILL awesome! Great. I haven't had such fun since I don't know when! I like social gatherings alot these days. It's super fun especially when I go crazy after drinking only ONE bottle of vodka. Actually, I think acting crazy is quite illusional for me. It helps to hide the pain that I keep inside. It helps to make me forget almost everything that makes me upset. And thus, I love doing and acting crazy. And afterall, seeing my friends laugh endlessly at the way I behave is great. hahaha.

Great, school starts next week. I seriously don't know what the hell I want out of every single shit I do. Please guide me, God. I thank you alot.

Weee... The hols are coming to a full stop. I can't wait to go back to school to see all my classmates, Xuanyi and Michelle! I miss them aaalot. I got plenty of things to do before heading back to school. Sigh. And it ain't helping when I can't recover from my flu and bad cough! I have been sleeping alot lately, guess I should be recovering soon. All thanks to my late night working. Anyway, it's all over. I'm going back to school. I need to get new clothes! Sigh. I only have one more week to go shopping. It's too tight. Oh well. I shall see how. But I definitely can't cope with the clothes I have now. Can't.

Oh my god. I'm seeing someone new now. And he's so sweet. Just because I told him I was sick, he made herbal soup for me. Oh my god. My heart's melting. hahaha. And oh my GOD. He's attached you know! Great. I know this isn't sounding any good. But I'm just playing for time you know. I'm sure he feels something for me but I don't want to become a third party. It's shameful. Sigh. Pathetic fate of mine.

Looking forward to shopping! (=