My dear blog. I just realized that it has been weeks since I last updated you. I am feeling so confused. Many things have taken place and I feel so remorseful and regretful. I wished I never grew up. I want to remain as a young, innocent, ignorant child. As we grow up, I realized that there can be so many problems which one never knew they existed and could be a form of hindrance. Somehow, I wished this world was banished of all evil-hearted people. And then there would be left with the only pure, miniature evil me.
I collapsed into a room of darkness,
As I await for life to slowly sap away,
The love that I once so treasured were reminisced,
The power of love and determination.
Lift me up weightlessly.
Ethereal.
Give me strength to carry on ... I am not destinied to fail.

Hello ... My papers are finally over! I am unsure of whether I should jump for joy or break down and weep. Oh well. I shall just enjoy my days until I receive my results. I am so tired now. It has been almost two weeks of mugging for me and everyone else. In another two more weeks, I will be taking my chinese o levels. I am so sleepy now. I feel like breaking down into a very long sleep and never wake up yet I have hundreds and thousands of miles to pull myself through. Why is life like this? What are we working for? For ourselves? I seriously have no idea.
God, why did you created humans? My days are getting gloomier with every tick of the clock. I close my eyes as I picture the fears and inacceptance I will be foreseeing. One wrong step and I will fall down this steep mountain. Whoever reading this might not and never get what the heck I am talking about. Sigh. I shall update you soon.

Woa ... It has since been a few weeks since I last updated. Well, I have been busy prearing for the mid-year papers you see. Several things have ocurred in my life in this short period of time- 2 weeks. I shall not dwell on it. Let me get onto another topic.
Well, I have two more important papers to go. I really slacked alot today. I slept, I ate and I did everything you could never have thought of. I was bored of course. Heh hehs. I was not in the mood for studying today, really ... I just thought of relaxing today and slog hard for the next three days. I am so tired. Thick eyebags have formed under my eyes and I look horrid with them. But anyways, I have never been seen without eyebags in the midst of broad daylight. Haa.
Okie, I am going to sleep at 2 am tonight again. Hees. Bye.