Night out on 11th April!

with deb, pat, ph, ky, ter, yh and myself. :D

haha. I guess I was a little tipsy in here.

check out deb's revealing top! hahahaha.

cheers! -.-

oh god, I look lunatic over here.

-The End- :)

CPTC's started. Yet, I think it's so much better than staying at home my entire hols doing redundant stuff and wasting my time. Over the hols, I gained some and I lost some. Sigh. I wouldn't elaborate more. Anyway, things been quite good! I met one of my friend from JC whose doing his CPTC trng at Petrofac too. He hasn't changed alot I would say. He called me just the night before and we talked for a bit. :D

Anyway, I got to go. Update soon.

Oh God. I don't know when have I changed. I miss you, matthew. Right at this point of time, at this moment. But with that, I feel weird saying all these. :S hahaha. Take care and enjoy your trip! :D

Weather today: rainy and sunny. And it actually complemented to my mood for the entire of today. It was deplorably bad at the beginning and as it came to the end of the day, it got better. I always believed that we depend on ourselves when it came to such matters. Whatever it is, if you're sad, you got to do something about it. I won't exactly wait for others to pull my mood up or cheer me up. That said, I'm still very much dependent on debbie when it comes to studying. haha. And so, back to the objective. I decided that I had to do something at least significant today. I won't elaborate on it though. And I'm feeling a tiny bit better now about everything. :)

I can't wait to get back to netball training. I can't wait to run all my frustrations out. I can't wait to intercept some balls. Anyway, I'm back on court this saturday for training at VJC. I miss all those people whom I always see at trainings. PT, Hui juan, Charlene, Seok Kuan, Ms Lim, Ms Teoh, Sui hui, Sok hong and still so much more. Weird why I suddenly mentioned their names though. haha.

I just had a sudden awakening or something. I realized that I'm 19 this year already and I have yet to achieve anything worthy to my name. I have wasted so much of my life away. I want to do something worthy! All my time were spent tackling my emotional needs and crap and daydreaming. I feel totally trash.

And then all of a sudden, I have been thinking alot of xy. I wonder how she is doing. I wonder how we lost this friendship every now and then. I wonder how much her appearance in my life has affected me, has impacted me. And then I miss her so much. I reminisce those times she spent with me when I was downright trash. I sincerely wish her all the best from the bottom of my heart.

Good night people~ :)

SALLEH'S 21st!

Hi people! Last week was a really well-spent one! I attended about close to 3 birthday parties and it was my older sister's birthday as well. :DDD I totally enjoyed them all. But of course, with all these parties and birthdays, it came along with a price tag. hahahaha. I am bomb-broken now. hahaha.

So this vacation break has been a rather meaningful one, I would say? The past few had been spent working and working and working at stupid ritz. haha.

Sometimes I wonder what lies ahead for me after graduating from TP. That said, it's not that bleak after all. :D

Bad bad matthew. He played an sms prank on me just now, it kind of shaken me up but still I knew it was a prank afterall. HAHAHA. I'm so smart. hahahaha. I know there are some people in this world who dislikes self-praising and you know who you are. haha.

Michelle's flying away soon. :'( I so don't want to go see her off when she's flying off the very day. Ugh. I guess that's life.

-charlene signing off~