it's teacher's day today. i bet we have brought much joy and happiness to our teachers by just visiting them at school. hahah. anyway, why am i blabbering about this issue? it just doesn't sound like it's coming from me. hahah. went back to punggol sec today and i saw some people whom i didn't really wanted to see so i scurried off first. ha. (:

why is it always the same thing? my parents are urging me to get a vacation job again! i feel so pissed off. i understand that they worry about me stepping into society to work but i just don't see their worry now. urgh. and there's like people who are telling me how much they are earning from their vacation jobs and how easy they got the job, i feel so freaked out! so frustrating! i just realized that i am a all-say-and-no-action sort of person! i'm useless! people please don't console me, i just know it myself.

gosh, my exams are over finally. i am so exhausted and tired. i can literally drop dead on my bed right now. urgh. but i went shopping with debbie and salleh today! it was a very fruitful trip. ahahah. my feet hurts alot now though. i had my feet pasted with salonpas everywhere, ouch i'm such an old woman. hahah. (:

urgh. another setback for the day. i think i have to take a sub paper for my mass and energy balance paper, the paper today was so hard that i racked my brains until I wanted to weep on my desk. hms. life is so full of setbacks anyway. (: i have seen the lighter side of it. i'm so tired, i can't continue. update you soon! oh ya, i had seoul garden today!

oh great. this semester's like nearly over? time just passes so fast that it's scary. my semestral exams are next week and i've barely scrapped through revision. urgh. and i'm going shopping with ame and perhaps mabel tomorrow? i feel so guilty and i'm afraid that i won't have enough time for revision and preparation. i will do some planning later.

i keep thinking that there's something wrong with me yet somewhere within me just tells me that it's ok and i'm alright. that i should just keep things as simple as possible. however, the simpler i keep things, the more i go wayward. anyway, i haven't been normal since quite some time ago and some people should know. hahah.

this week was a 'dying-down' time for things between salleh the biatch and me. hahah. i was like getting serious at my studies since my exams are around the corner but he kept fooling around to distract or interrupt me. it just gets quite irritating sometimes. but he's always at my beck and call which makes me like him alot sometimes too. hahah. we're both like little girls giggling at a corner when we laugh at other people in class. that's like so cute la. hahah. so sweet. oh i think i'm mad. haaah..

i am so pissed off! urgh. my meb project is reaching its due. and i have yet to complete it with my group-mates. i feel so bloody useless as a group leader!!! like a complete loser in this aspect. URGH! okay, got to get down to work now!

yay! GIRLS' NIGHT OUT! 15 august!!! ahahah!

oh gosh. the week's been passing so quickly that i didn't realized it. hahah. this week was fun, had dumbo salleh with me the entire week. he was with me at school almost every single hour and second. hahah. and we spent almost two-thirds of our time laughing that i thought that it was affecting my studies. oh great, i hate having my studies affected. BUT, it's worth it. i'm a much happier person now. (:


urgh. my dearest xuan yi is now in tai pei. i miss her a little. hahah. that stupid girl, she tricked me during meb lab on wed. urgh. i think she'll be back on the 8th of aug? misses ......... (:


the stupid workload at school is stressing me up. i hate some of my teachers, they just aren't efficient at teaching. but it's better to like than to hate huh. ahahah. i want to watch ALONE!