I'm here to update you once again... woo... so swiftly, 1 year have passed. I would have say that I had worked hard for the whole year as the results that were printed in the report book came to my surprise. I didn't thought my level ranking would be that good, however, I dropped a class ranking. It was quite a pleasant week for me. Enjoying the company of my friends and my family during this period. The most funny thing is that i beat Mabel in the level ranking... she was so furious because she lost to me by 0.1%. I was 11th and she was 12th. Netball trainings have been fun and enriching. Our coach, Ms Teoh, teaches us many skills on netball. She seem to be picking on me... maybe I'm too sensitive. Alright...that's all... for today!

Hi... today's Ms Lim's birthday. I went to Compass Point the day before to select a suitable present for her with Debbie, however, they were either too expensive or unsuitable. In the end, I decided on a bear which was quite cute to me. I am getting frustrated with Elly. She does whatever she wants and totally ignored my feelings. I don't know what to do/say about myself, I don't know how to defend or fight for my rights. I am filled with sadness the day I've gotten my results, although the results were acceptable to many people, it was not up to my expectations. I kept asking myself why??? I've studied hard and why can't I have met my expectations? I stayed up late till the middle of the night to prepare myself and this is the outcome... I feel like crying out whenever the word 'results' is said. There is no point for me to keep brooding over this. I kept wondering whether I should be allowed to have fun because I've not met my expectations. I just have to focus on netball trainings right now... Trainings with my new coach, Ms Teoh have been quite tough since the first training but I'm getting used to it. She teaches us more skills. I have even termed the training with her as 'Terror Training'. The day before the second training with her, I was so scared... *sigh* Wonder what's going to happen on tomorrow's training?

Hiya.... I am belated today. I've just finished my Final Year Examinations. I just don't know why I don't feel like enjoying myself, perhaps I've studied too much and burned my brain. I had only felt relieved and so happy just after I've finished my last exam. My happiness was only ' short term '. But, so what? Next week, there will be games and I'll be getting back my results. Furthermore, Ms Lim's birthday is on next friday, 22rd Oct. I don't know what to get for her. Actually, my team and I intended to get her a timex watch which I think she liked, because I saw her looking at it at a shop. However, Siew Hong says it will be like we are are cursing her ' song zou ' in chinese. So, we will have to decide on another item. Recently, I think I am suffering from infatuation to a guy. He's so quiet and I guess shy that when he and I sms, we don't know what to chat about. However, he's cute and tall that's why I like him, but it's just infatuation... I think. Alright... I shall stop here...