Thursday, January 27, 2005

hello... yesterday... we just had a match with sengkang secondary. It was a tough match for us as we were playing against people who were more matured and older than us. They consisted of Sec.4s and we were a combination of Sec. 2 & Sec.3s... they were not very skilful in anyway. If we had better belief in ourselves and better communication, we could have won. I was playing in the game in the last quarter, the only quarter I got to play, and i realized that it was so damn difficult to pass the throw-ins... no one wanted to come out for the ball as everyone were exhausted. My only option was Siew hong who was always the encouraging and ongoing one... or either Elly. Elly, I must say... have changed alot since the first days of the game... she has become more passionate about the game and has more intiative? She is willing to run 5 rounds around the school with mabel as their stamina is not really good... She has a good attitude... well, maybe she might even outshine me as a GK.. don't worry... i'll continue to improve and work hard on my bad points and finally I want to play like the nickel GK at the Daisy Tan Carnival!!!
( MY ONLY OPPONENT IS MYSELF ! )

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

hi diary... today was a stressful day for me... The night before I was packing my schoolbag and I realized that i had A Maths and E Maths lessons today. Furthermore, i couldn't do the sums that was given to me during my A maths lessons. I was frustrated and fed up. However, today when i went to school to resolve the maths problem, i realized that i did a careless mistake... Or else i could have gotten the correct answer. I was rather stressed the past few days as my netball tournament is coming up( this coming monday). And, I had to cope with subjects that were new and unfamiliar to me. Well, to cope with these problems, I tried to be positive and tell myself that everything would turn out fine... and I mixed around my friends and we make laughter... that was how i reduce my stress... Quite constructive, huh?

Monday, January 10, 2005

here to update you again... school has reopen... and I was caught in school for having my hair brown. I coloured it back to black, so sad... I'm so afraid of A Maths... well... I don't know. Recently, I've been worn out by trainings for the carnival yesterday and the stress faced in Sec. 3. I am afraid I can't cope... I still haven't find enough confidence to believe that I can cope and pass all my subjects with flying colours. Everyone in my class is smart and it put stress on me. Just have to stay focused and work hard... yawn!