Friday, December 24, 2004

Ho...ho..ho.. today is Christmas Eve! Well, nothing special happened. The only thing that was exciting was in the morning when my parents took my sister and I to Jalan Kayu to have the well-known Roti Prata. My Dad ordered a speciality drink called the Dinosaur. It was Iced Milo topped with cocoa powder and whipped cream. It was a nice drink. I was tired after that and i went back to sleep at home. Soon, it was noon and I remembered that I had to meet Debbie and WeiLin at Compass Point for the christmas gift exchange. I called my little sister along. We dine at Captain Cook first and had a overall bloated meal for me and then decided we wanted to go kovan to take neoprints. It was rather frustrating because the machine operated in japanese language and none of us could understand. However, the pictures came out fine. We exchanged the gifts and my dad came to take me home together with my little sister. We then had dinner at Banquet in Compass Point and my day just ended like that... Boring...

Thursday, December 23, 2004

Haha... today was a hilarious day for me. Today, I went back to school and there quite a number of Sec. 1s there. I went to the bookshop there to meet Amelia... then I saw a guy with cool hair inside the bookshop. His hair was so cool... sigh* you know what i mean... Then, that stupid Pei Wen thought I liked the guy with the red t-shirt and went to give him my number. Thank god the number wasn't delivered to that guy caused I was least the bit interested in him... well, maybe alittle... haha! Haha... didn't realized that I could actually forget a guy so easily, you know who I am implicating. Overall... I had a fun and hilarious day today with Pei Wen. She's really funny. Ouch! My back hurts! Maybe I've exerted myself too much, my back really hurts and this is not the first time it has happened. It is sometimes difficult to bend down even... Oww...

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Today, I had netball training again. We did the normal stuff... then proceeded to the court game. Something surprising happened to me today. I met Mario at the bus-stop when I was about to board the bus. He had boarded the bus together with me, however, I pretended i didn't saw him. I was angry with him for not replying to the messages I've sent him. So he acted cool and I acted cool too... There was nothing much I could do. He always acted cool and was so quiet... He was wearing basketball shorts so i guessed he was going for a game of basketball. Well, after all, why was I talking so much about him? It's because I like him... but so what? It's just infatuation... well... infatuation for one and a half years... Sigh* just forget him... He's not the only guy in the whole wide world I must like only, right? Change the subject. Then, I saw Terence also when I was having my training... he was making a fool of himself by laughing so loudly and indecently. Haha, I laughed like that too... Alright... I'm going to sleep...

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

wah....! I'm gaining weight... It's not because I've eaten alot, but because I played netball and gained muscles... ahhh...!!! How? How?! I'm deadmeat... I guess I'd better not eat too much meat. My mum cooks meat everyday, so maybe that's why i've gain tons of muscles. My waistline has also widened because of the muscles at my side. What the heck... Oh well, I'll change the subject. Sigh*... nothing much to write anyway. Bye!

Sunday, December 19, 2004

Here to update you once again... Tomorrow, there's netball training and i don't know how am i supposed to face Ms Lim. It's like I've explained to her the problem and right now i find it difficult to face her. Maybe, I feel awkward. School is beginning soon... and i've began to read up on books to update my brain cells, or maybe call it refresh my brain cells. I've began to write on the notebook that Ms Lim have gave me. While I was writing, it seem as if I was reading all my problems to her in person, but if that could ever happen, she could be my consultant. However, I don't really have alot of problems. All have got to do with netball and my teenage life. My life is rather boring... I want to be occupied with stuff to do so that i will not think about nonsence. However, I'm not a robot, humans need a break too. Well, I've got nothing much to do, that's why I'm here to update you. There's another problem right now for me to face. You see, I haven't been chatting up with Debbie and meeting her to keep our friendship going, so right now it's like I'm afraid to meet her. Alright, I can't say much further, bye!

Saturday, December 18, 2004

hee... I had just break camp yesterday... however, the night before, I had went home to cut my Mom's birthday cake. I find it a little lame, to go home at 9.30 pm to cut the birthday cake. But, she's my mother after all... and i love her. I've been pressured lately because of something that happened at netball. However, I've clarify things with my coach, Ms Lim. Basically, I realized that I failed to trust what she was doing and was afraid of the outcome. Last year, it was the same... She trained Rachel occasionally and I was so afraid that i couldn't get into the team and play in the seven. That was why I was so paranoid about this and afraid that it would happen again.. However, I am certain i would be sharing my position with Elly and Rachel. Recently, I've been inspired or spurt to be a GS... If I was determined about this, I would go and learn from PeiWen. It would be good for me as i would understand the movements of the GS or GA and defend better. It would also increase my chances of getting into the team... Alright... I am stressed and well.. maybe too eager to learn so many things at a time... Bye!

Friday, December 03, 2004

Yesterday, there was netball practice. The day before the practice, I did something that I would have never done. If you all want to know, then come for training and you will know( excluding outsiders ). Yesterday's training was rather strenuous. I also got scolded by Ms Teoh. Now I know I shouldn't be asking her questions when she's agitated or most probably angry. Today, I spent my day relaxing and lazing around. Well, I want to take a short nap... Shall update you soon!

Monday, November 01, 2004

Updating you again... today, basically... it was a tiring day for me. I had netball training in the morning and the training was delayed by the traffic jam by 1/2 an hour. When we arrived there, training began. The sun was glaring and it was humid, I sweated crazily. I guess I got sunburnt. Today's training was a disappointment for me once again. I can't understand why I would always be so ' blur ' in crucial times of the training. I got scolded by Ms Teoh several times and I am upset. I have termed myself to be ' DUMB '. I know I'm not like that, but that's the way I work/train-mindlessly. It's only on certain occasion that I'm like that, on other occasion, I'm focused on training. I will train my Best to BE THE IDEAL NETBALLER OF ME!!!

Saturday, October 30, 2004

I'm here to update you once again... woo... so swiftly, 1 year have passed. I would have say that I had worked hard for the whole year as the results that were printed in the report book came to my surprise. I didn't thought my level ranking would be that good, however, I dropped a class ranking. It was quite a pleasant week for me. Enjoying the company of my friends and my family during this period. The most funny thing is that i beat Mabel in the level ranking... she was so furious because she lost to me by 0.1%. I was 11th and she was 12th. Netball trainings have been fun and enriching. Our coach, Ms Teoh, teaches us many skills on netball. She seem to be picking on me... maybe I'm too sensitive. Alright...that's all... for today!

Friday, October 22, 2004

Hi... today's Ms Lim's birthday. I went to Compass Point the day before to select a suitable present for her with Debbie, however, they were either too expensive or unsuitable. In the end, I decided on a bear which was quite cute to me. I am getting frustrated with Elly. She does whatever she wants and totally ignored my feelings. I don't know what to do/say about myself, I don't know how to defend or fight for my rights. I am filled with sadness the day I've gotten my results, although the results were acceptable to many people, it was not up to my expectations. I kept asking myself why??? I've studied hard and why can't I have met my expectations? I stayed up late till the middle of the night to prepare myself and this is the outcome... I feel like crying out whenever the word 'results' is said. There is no point for me to keep brooding over this. I kept wondering whether I should be allowed to have fun because I've not met my expectations. I just have to focus on netball trainings right now... Trainings with my new coach, Ms Teoh have been quite tough since the first training but I'm getting used to it. She teaches us more skills. I have even termed the training with her as 'Terror Training'. The day before the second training with her, I was so scared... *sigh* Wonder what's going to happen on tomorrow's training?

Friday, October 15, 2004

Hiya.... I am belated today. I've just finished my Final Year Examinations. I just don't know why I don't feel like enjoying myself, perhaps I've studied too much and burned my brain. I had only felt relieved and so happy just after I've finished my last exam. My happiness was only ' short term '. But, so what? Next week, there will be games and I'll be getting back my results. Furthermore, Ms Lim's birthday is on next friday, 22rd Oct. I don't know what to get for her. Actually, my team and I intended to get her a timex watch which I think she liked, because I saw her looking at it at a shop. However, Siew Hong says it will be like we are are cursing her ' song zou ' in chinese. So, we will have to decide on another item. Recently, I think I am suffering from infatuation to a guy. He's so quiet and I guess shy that when he and I sms, we don't know what to chat about. However, he's cute and tall that's why I like him, but it's just infatuation... I think. Alright... I shall stop here...

Monday, September 06, 2004

Hihi... haven't been updating you since... I have forgot... Well... have many things to let you know. I have succeeded in doing many things the way I want in my life right now. I am doing well in my studies right now, just got to prepare for my upcoming exam. I have matured much, I think things in my perspective. I feel that I've changed alot, my friends said that I have became very rough. I don't know why, but if in any way, I have offended anyone, please forgive me. I've been stressed lately. Some things are sweet while some things are hard on me. I don't know why, but if you think I may be happy, I am seriously not. I have a crazy, maybe bad to me(but not you) past. I realised that sometimes I have to laugh at something which ain't funny to me during netball trainings. I want to train during netball trainings.... Ms Lim keeps putting her attention to the Sec. Ones. I want a new coach... We don't seem to be keeping on the track. It's not that Ms Lim is not a good coach, it's just that I want to train and focuse. Maybe because she's been focusing on the juniors lately, I shouldn't blame her. She's really odd, go shopping, shop untill so solemn... don't know what to say. After all, she's the person whom taught me many values in life that I'll never ever forget. I think I'm boy crazy lately... don't know what to say... Bye!

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

Hi... today, I'm very sad.  I realized that most of my friends are turning into bad teens and me myself too. Netball trainings by our own were mot really trainings as we seem to only play court games most of the time. Recently, I regretted something... I shouldn't have come online every night to play Gunbound or to chat with someone. I am confused by someone's doing and I just don't understand why it's like this. I am confused!!! I hope this person will make it clear to me of what he's doing and I will stop pondering over this matter...

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

Hi again... today it has been a normal day for me. It's just that i arranged to meet Amanda before going home and we chat as we walked home. Haha... Ms Lim said that Amanda and I resembles in character. I don't know why, these few days, I am often distracted by something that is happening. I can't concentrate and I'm afraid that it will affect my studies. Woohoo.. my hair has grown long enough to tie it up. However, it looks like a broom when I tie my hair... :D * Sigh * so sad... I can be able to cheer people up but nevertheless not myself. Yippee... tomorrow there's netball training... so happy to see my team-mates. Okie, I've gotta go! See Ya!

Friday, July 09, 2004

Sorry... I didn't had the time to update my blog. I have been rather busy. Oh well... let's start! Today, i had netball training. It was quite fun as we learnt how to drive into free space and position ourselves. The court game went on smoothly after several drills have been done. I can see that Ms Lim is satisfied with the court game. She was all smiles after the game. I don't know why, but i do not feel satisfied with myself after every single court game that i've played. I realised that I need encouragement, I need encouragement from Ms Lim and my team-mates... Today, every ball that have been passed to me, i fail to pass it to another team-mate. My team-mates lost trust in me, and seem to refuse to pass the ball to me after several attempts. I feel sad... Hehe.. many things have happened to me these few days. They are quite memorable to me. Alright! I have got to go, Bye! =P

Saturday, May 29, 2004

Woohoo... I have had my Cross Country yesterday. Guess what? I came out 2nd in place and received a large trophy but not as big as Amanda's as she was 1st. Let me briefly say about my experience. It was a cool Friday morning. I ate a light breakfast and was taken to MacRitchie Reservoir by my Dad. Soon, the compeitiors for the 3rd race prepared themselves and proceeded to the starting point. When I arrived at the starting point, I was simply so nervous to speak. Some of the compeitiors told me that they wanted to run with me. But, what's the difference of running alone and running with another compeitior? Soon, the race started and I started by going fast alittle to get away from the crowd. When i arrived in the forest, I already felt like giving up, a sense of giving up in me, but I didn't do so. When i arrived at the point where girls and boys go different routes, I knew that this part was the most difficult for me to overcome. There were so many rocks and they were especially large. I was crawling my way up and the muscles were like burning and they were hurting. This was the part where most people feel the strong urge to give up. However, I tried to keep focuse and went ahead to overtake Mabel. I jogged briskly and I was right beside Amanda. She realized I was there and she faster her pace. She stopped several times and I had to tap my hand on her shoulders to encourage her. When you are so exhausted, even lifting your hand is a difficulty to you, and I had to do that several times I guess. Amanda, my mei, and I jogged towards the finishing line and I somehow looked back and I saw my coach, Ms Lim! She actually came to run in our race, actually she had already hint to me that she wants to run and compete with me. I guess she thinks to highly of me but I think otherwise. Then today, I went to SRJC and i intended to support Amanda in her Frisbee game, I ended up playing inside the games. I played Captains Ball and won yet another trophy. Haha... really enjoyed my day today... especially in the morning with Amanda and her friends... Alright! See Ya!

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

Hmmm... Cross Country is just 2 days away... Ms Lim is so excited as she has expressed her feelings during our netball training today. She told us that she really hoped that we will take up the the top 15 in the race. In a msn chat with her a few days ago, she said she'll be rooting for me and all that kind of stuff.. instead of getting power from her encouragements, I feel stressed. She and my team-mates kept hinting or saying that I'll win and take up the first few places. I really hope or wished I can accomplish her wish or command... I couldn't accopmlish her wish this year as my team and I lost in the netball tournament. Thinking of it, I regretted not training hard enough last year and this year I had to suffer for it. However, half a year has passed and soon a year would pass and, I hope my team-mates and I would be back on the tournament court to beat our opposing team with veageance. I kept thinking these few days... I'm with a flu and it had been a week, I had taken my flu medicine and still I have not recover. I really, really pray that Friday, my flu will at least disappear in the morning and come back in the afternoon. I realized I'm afraid of challenges ahead... How?! " CHARLENE, C'MON BE STRONG! "

Monday, May 24, 2004

I feel like a failure today... I've never felt this way before. Today, during netball training, Ms Lim made us run around Punggol and to Hougang and back to school. I was put at the back to guide Hui Ee and those who slack behind. I kept telling them to ' Jia You! ' and to keep running but none of them seems to listen... so fed up at that time, when I've persuaded them several times already. When we were about to get back to school after the long 5km, I felt the sense of giving up but I didn't, don't know why... Well, I feel that my relationship with my team-mates are drifting apart or further. In school, my class, today, a girl could curse and swear at a teacher and even say it's her right to scold the teacher. I feel like helping the teacher but I couldn't do anything, plus she's a friend of mine. I am seeing my friends grow into monsters and I'm turning into one too... What can i do? Feel so helpless... my friends are scolding vulgarities in class and I can hear them anytime in class... I have even began saying the word ' Wah Lao! '

Sunday, May 23, 2004

Grrr... so sicked of Sundays... It's always so boring and dull. My parents always leave us at home and go out by themselves. Wonder when will my life on Sundays ever brighten? Haha... but I'll get to sleep at home and rest through the day, however, I hate to slack. I believe slacking leads me to a disadvantage of myself, people are improving themselves all over the world and I'm here slacking...zzz... I hate the word " SLACKING! " So bored... grrr... Tomorrow, it will be back to school! Hurray! I'm kind of crazy today. Let me plan what shall I do the coming next Sunday. Oh well, I had better pray that the weather will be favourable to me and I can swimming with my family. Oh ya... Amanda, my netball junior is officially my mei mei...don't tell you how she became my mei mei, very funny. Alright... See Ya!

Saturday, May 22, 2004

Today just had a training at MacRitchie Reservoir, I don't know why... but it's like I've run for many times till the distance that I ran seem short and quick. Maybe earlier on I was running at the back with Pei Wen they all and we were chatting, that's why I forgot how long was the journey. I'm so afraid, today when I was about to finish my run, i saw Ms Lim and it's like she was placing her hopes on me to win. Well, I pretty tired after that, I slept right through the afternoon. Oh ya... I just received news that I was 3rd in my class and 14th in the level. After all that hardwork, I still lost to Debbie by missing a point. I got 74.1, she had 75.1... She was 2nd in class. Alright... I will write till here...

Thursday, May 20, 2004

Today is a fun but tired day for me... Ms Lim conducted games such as Captains Ball. Siew Hong told me to join their group so I did so. As you know they think I'm tall, so they stationed me on the chair to receive the ball whenever they wanted to score. I didn't even had a single chance of getting down on the parade square to play, I felt used. However, I'm not very fit today, still a little unwell. 2A also ended up competing and they had a fierce compeition with 2C. They were the victory and proceeded to the final session. Siew Hong and I were the Combined Class team and we had to compete against our class 2A. In the end, our team, C.C won. Classmates in my class began to say I and Siew Hong betrayed them and we should have joined the 2A class. Some people even asked me this lame question, " Why you grow so tall??? " How am I going to answer this particular question? I don't think I'm so tall, so many people out there are taller than me, so why should they think this way? Maybe I'm taller than them. Cross Country is nearing, and I'm still with a bad flu, I don't know how am I going run and be Top 10 in this condition? I had better get well soon...

Sunday, May 16, 2004

Today is such a boring day... I don't think I will be going out later. Yesterday, I went to swim to tan myself, however when I arrived there, the weather changed and it became cloudy, the Sun was covered by the clouds and i didn't know how was I going to tan. Today, I intend to go East coast to cycle, but the weather seems unfavourable to me. I don't know why, ever since the exams ended, I seemed to become saddier and not happier. Only the day after the examinations, I was belated. My life seems to be in grey and black shades, don't know why...

Friday, May 14, 2004

I am so belated... my examinations are over. During the holidays, I intend to tan myself till I'm satisfied... Tomorrow, my parents intend to take me for a swim...hehe. On the other hand, when I think about the both of them, I can't help but keep brooding about it. Oh gosh... I haven't been exercising recently, I have to do something about it. I have recently watched a show ' Dolphin at the Bay '. The story is so saddening, so many crying about love. I intend to keep myself fully occupied during the school holidays... Alright.. shall stop here..

Monday, May 10, 2004

I am so sad... Chocolate hold Mei Xuan's hand... I saw it with my own eyes. Don't know what to say, hate both of them right now. I don't want to see them again. They have always walked home together, and I often see them. I don't want to see it... I am jealous... so heartbroken... the image of them together keep apearing in my head. Can't stand it... tomorrow is mine Mathematics exam and I am not really prepared for it. Alright... good bye

Friday, April 16, 2004

Hi there... once again. So scared of tomorrow... tomorrow may be the only opportunity to pursue my dream. I guess God knows I'm a indecisive girl, thus, he laid an opportunity right in front of me to grab it. I don't know how I will fare in tomorrow's selection, however, i noticed something. Some of the 4 chosen dosen't seem really bothered by tomorrow's event. I am so afraid the people in-charge of the selection, would take me away from Pei Wen and the rest. Ms Lim, how I wish you were there to aid us. But, you can't possibly run here and there and see to us. You are such a mummy to us if you really did that. However, you are always my mummy/ sister*, hehe. I am dead meat.. I know how to go there...but don't know how to come back... Maybe ask my dad to come and drive me.

Thursday, April 15, 2004

Hi there... I have a piece of good news here. I've won the Chinese Handwriting Contest in first place for Secondary 2 level. Actually, I knew about it long ago... I was informed by Ms Zhang Lian. However, i'm sad that many have said that my handwritten piece that is on the board is not very nice among the other 2 pieces. Some even said that the teacher that had marked my piece had stamp pasted on her eyes. Forget about it! I don't care about what others think but only what i think and what god thinks of me. Recently, I have seen my netball coach, Ms Lim to be upset and she seems to be bothered by something. I can't help it and be concerned. She doesn't seems to be concerned about matters in netball, maybe because she is very busy. I don't blame her for that, however, she isn't very close to us, the Sec. 2 girls, anymore. I'm so sad... can't forget how happy we spent our time together last year, especially during the netball camp. It's very saddening but I know everything that we have will leave us one day. There's nothing I can do about it.

Sunday, April 11, 2004

Aww... I'm growing fatter. I have been eating like a pig, the past few days. Guess what? I've gain weight, aww!!! Terrible!!! However, I feel happier eating like a pig, haha. I had better control my diet, later grow very fat. I'm having my English common test tomorrow... so scared! Ms Farah said that it is not going to be an easy one for us. Yeah! Tomorrow, we have PE and netball, time for me to lose some weight to get back onto track. Tomorrow, if Ms Lim is going to make us run 2.4 km around the school with time limit, I'm going to be dead meat! I have to meet the time limit of 10 mins! Faint.... Ok, see ya!

Friday, April 09, 2004

Hmm... today I have spent my time usefully. Debbie came to my house to do the project, we had a fun time playing and doing the project. Debbie read the message I wrote for her in a blog and gave me a surprised look, I was embarassed. After all, today was quite a pleasant day to me... My parents went out to OG and shop, they bought home many stuff. Yeah! Tomorrow is Cherine's birthday party, and my parents allowed me to stay there till 7 pm!, which was never allowed by them. We are going to play water bomb... woo hoo! 1 thing is... I have had a hard time getting her a present. Thinking about Chocolate, I sms him yesterday night and asked him about his relationship with Mei Xuan. He replied and said, " just friends loh ". I don't know why I am relieved, as I know even he dosen't have a girlfriend, I will not start a relationship with him. Alright... stop here for now..
Today, I have got stuff to keep myself busy. In the afternoon, I am meeting Debbie to do my ProjectWork. Same old thing, Wei Lin and Tiffany can't make it, Tiffany can only make it at 5 pm, so late. I dislike my father, he always see my little sister supreme to me. Nowadays, I get an award or good results in school, my father won't seems to care already, he'll just sign it and return it to me. Supposing its my little sister who have got it, he will definitely praise and praise non-stop. I am always asked to do the house chores, my elder sister or younger sister do them less frequent than me. I don't know what to say....

Thursday, April 08, 2004

I am so sad... today isn't a splendid day for me. I didn't enjoyed the day. Worse still, my 2nd mummy has fall sick, she has a bad sore throat. I hope she gets well soon. These few days, my emotions are starting to take over. I have a doubt. Recently, everybody seems to see Chocolate and my best friend or team-mate, Mei Xuan together. Everyone is asking me what is my opinion. I guess they have went into a relationship. I don't know what to say... These few days, I keep getting to see Chun Siang more often and often, my feelings for him starts building up again. I don't know why I feel like seeing him in front of me right now. Everyone thinks I have no feelings for him already, but, the fact is, I can't control my heart. I don't know what is my place in his heart, maybe, it's not even there. I don't know why I am feeling like this right now, I am expressing myself now as I can't express my feelings verbally.I am concern for Mei Xuan as she has changed alot after the 1-week holiday, she is no longer the bubbly and cheerful girl I knew. I think it has something to do with boy-girl relationship stuff. Alright... I shall write till here..

Saturday, April 03, 2004

Yipee! It's Saturday. Hehe, I just vacuum my house floor this morning, so tired, but my house has sparkling floor now. This saturday is not exciting at all, but i might say it is meant for me to rest physically and not mentally. I have to study for several upcoming common test next week. Having common test is now very common in my life right now. I am feeling blue right now at this moment. How I wish someone I liked for a very long time would appear right in front of me right now... so bored. I want to play netball now... or maybe play basketball with Chocolate or even new crush, Melvin. Arh... I don't want to get myself involved in relationships. My studies, Netball and friends comes first. Alright, my hand is still aching from the gym works yesterday, See Ya!

Friday, April 02, 2004

Today, I'm quite satisfied with myself. I have had netball training today, as it was raining, we proceeded to the gym. We, the netballers, done 3 sets of gym works and 20 for each. After the 2nd set, it was half and hour towards 4 pm, I thought Ms Kang was going to release us, but, she didn't. I have been doing all the gym works consistently without slacking and after the 2nd set, I was very exhausted and wore out. I forced myself to do the 3rd set, and managed to finished everything without slacking. I am very satisfied for what I have done today. Hehe... I got to know more about my junior, called Amanda. She reminds me of Tiffany, my humourous pal in class, I feel like laughing when I see her. What a cute junior I have! One more thing, Amanda, Xiu Ling and Petunia have very positive attitude. I'm sure they will be good netballers however, they may tend to slack if no one is to watch them. I have noticed Pei Wen, a junior of mine, she is pretty cold to me, most probably, she don't know me yet. There's 1 thing one should have in life, a positive attitude and a 'never say die' personality. Here's an advice to you all... when you don't feel like doing something or a task, find the passion to do it, find out why should do it, who you are doing it for, and what values you learnt from it. Egs. playing netball, I learnt that it isn't just game but it consists of teamwork and your hardwork. Another example, you vacuum the floor, what you gained: you kept the house floor clean. Hehe... so lame. Arh... so tired. My muscles are aching, alright, shall stop here..

Thursday, April 01, 2004

Yoz... I'm here again. This time, I'm quite relax. I have finished most of my projects with the help of my pals in class. Today, I went to Debbie's house to do the project work. On the way there, I felt that I couldn't communicate with her. It's a kind of feeling, don't know how to explain it. It's all because she and I do not sit together in class and I seldom spend my time with her. We arrived at her house, and started on our project. As we do our project, we chat and talked more often and often, soon, we were chatting away. I learned something from this event. It is, every human being has feelings, they shouldn't be neglected and should be nurtured to be kept intact. I learned to cherished close ones as they may not be with us forever. This is a message to Debbie, my best pal: Debbie, thanks for helping me and aiding me in things I do, I am sorry for neglecting you in the past and I hope we shall be friends forever. Thanks alot! Another message for Wei Lin: Wei Lin, you are a great help to me. You helped me in my mathematics when I don't understand them and you aid me in my mother tongue too. Thanks alot! I really appreciate both of your help, but, I don't know how to express my thanks. OK, hope we shall stay as pals forever... Bye!

Tuesday, March 30, 2004

Hi everyone... it's already Tuesday. I have done mine Maths Test and I really have to admit something, don't last minute study. I couldn't finish the questions and I guess I'm ain't going to score well in this test. So busy these few days. Now, there's something to be jovious about... Netball training is back as often as last year. I have a busy schedule tomorrow, shall write till here then... Bye!

Sunday, March 28, 2004

Ahhhh!!! So fast Sunday already... so sad, I haven't touch my books yet. I have slack tremendously, become a lazy girl. But, I know my limits and expectations of myself, so I shall study no matter what. Hehe, yesterday night, my dad took me and family to watch the Eye 2. It is not so exhilarating as the show the Eye. One thing for sure, pregnant women shouldn't watch, because it's about the spirit going inside the womb to become your BABY! Shu Qi sees the spirit and screams hysterically, people thought she was mental patient. Yeah! Later, I'm going out... See Ya!

Saturday, March 27, 2004

Hi again... today is an exciting day for me. It's my elder sister's birthday on Monday, so my dad has decided to celebrate her birthday today but have the birthday cake on monday. He's gotta take us out to shop... my mom says she is going to buy me clothes, so happy. I just found out that my house, Julius is in the 3rd place this year, but, forget about it, it's already over and done with. Just to inform some of my schoolmates... I like a new guy from 2D, the tall cute guy with a good boy look...hehe.. he's from NPCC, he may look quite stupid to you all but not me. Better not continue talking about this, later if he has a girlfriend, the girlfriend come and wallop me... haha. You all must be wondering, how about Chocolate, i don't know... Anyway, all these are just crushes, I don't intend to take it seriously. Alright! I'm gonna enjoy myself! See ya! have a nice day!

Friday, March 26, 2004

Yoz! Today, it was quite a pleasant day to me. School hours were short and I had plan to go out right after school ended. One thing to let you all know, I'm a mummy's girl and I love my mummys alot... My mom is very bad bad.. she went to bedok without me. Leaving me to go there on my own with my little sister. I have this friend in my class, 2A. She is quite crazy in class, she would do stupid out-of-mind stuff to keep herself accompanied. Yeah! Next week, my netball training shall resume. So Happy! Forget to tell you... I have 5 mummys. I love my 1st mummy and 2nd mummy the most. My 2nd mummy is actually my netball coach. I enjoy playing netball and Ms Coral Lim, my netball coach, has taught me many, many values in life. I'm really grateful to her. She changed my life as a timid girl. Alright! Shall write you another day... See ya!

Thursday, March 25, 2004

Today's my school's sports day... I was to run for my house in 400m and 4x 400m relay. I was very nervous the day before. Very soon, it was my turn to compete with the other compeitors of the other houses. I wasn't prepared to lose or win either, I was just very nervous but excited. The teacher-in-charge called us to prepare ourselves. " BANG! " , and off I ran in the 400m run. I didn't know what was I thinking. My mind was in a blank but I kept reminding myself , " look in front, don't turn back... stay in lane.. " . I ran as fast as I could and finished as the first. The feeling of being the first and touching the string at the end is simply undescrible. I just love it... I didn't expect to win or even end up in first place. I ran the 4x400m with a girl called Sarah.. the funny part was she kept telling me she wanted to vomit and she has leg cramps all over... i am not angry with her cos' she proved to me she can do it.. even when she kept saying she can't, she can't run.. we came in 3rd place. Alright! I have to be going now.. bye!