Ho...ho..ho.. today is Christmas Eve! Well, nothing special happened. The only thing that was exciting was in the morning when my parents took my sister and I to Jalan Kayu to have the well-known Roti Prata. My Dad ordered a speciality drink called the Dinosaur. It was Iced Milo topped with cocoa powder and whipped cream. It was a nice drink. I was tired after that and i went back to sleep at home. Soon, it was noon and I remembered that I had to meet Debbie and WeiLin at Compass Point for the christmas gift exchange. I called my little sister along. We dine at Captain Cook first and had a overall bloated meal for me and then decided we wanted to go kovan to take neoprints. It was rather frustrating because the machine operated in japanese language and none of us could understand. However, the pictures came out fine. We exchanged the gifts and my dad came to take me home together with my little sister. We then had dinner at Banquet in Compass Point and my day just ended like that... Boring...

Haha... today was a hilarious day for me. Today, I went back to school and there quite a number of Sec. 1s there. I went to the bookshop there to meet Amelia... then I saw a guy with cool hair inside the bookshop. His hair was so cool... sigh* you know what i mean... Then, that stupid Pei Wen thought I liked the guy with the red t-shirt and went to give him my number. Thank god the number wasn't delivered to that guy caused I was least the bit interested in him... well, maybe alittle... haha! Haha... didn't realized that I could actually forget a guy so easily, you know who I am implicating. Overall... I had a fun and hilarious day today with Pei Wen. She's really funny. Ouch! My back hurts! Maybe I've exerted myself too much, my back really hurts and this is not the first time it has happened. It is sometimes difficult to bend down even... Oww...

Today, I had netball training again. We did the normal stuff... then proceeded to the court game. Something surprising happened to me today. I met Mario at the bus-stop when I was about to board the bus. He had boarded the bus together with me, however, I pretended i didn't saw him. I was angry with him for not replying to the messages I've sent him. So he acted cool and I acted cool too... There was nothing much I could do. He always acted cool and was so quiet... He was wearing basketball shorts so i guessed he was going for a game of basketball. Well, after all, why was I talking so much about him? It's because I like him... but so what? It's just infatuation... well... infatuation for one and a half years... Sigh* just forget him... He's not the only guy in the whole wide world I must like only, right? Change the subject. Then, I saw Terence also when I was having my training... he was making a fool of himself by laughing so loudly and indecently. Haha, I laughed like that too... Alright... I'm going to sleep...

wah....! I'm gaining weight... It's not because I've eaten alot, but because I played netball and gained muscles... ahhh...!!! How? How?! I'm deadmeat... I guess I'd better not eat too much meat. My mum cooks meat everyday, so maybe that's why i've gain tons of muscles. My waistline has also widened because of the muscles at my side. What the heck... Oh well, I'll change the subject. Sigh*... nothing much to write anyway. Bye!

Here to update you once again... Tomorrow, there's netball training and i don't know how am i supposed to face Ms Lim. It's like I've explained to her the problem and right now i find it difficult to face her. Maybe, I feel awkward. School is beginning soon... and i've began to read up on books to update my brain cells, or maybe call it refresh my brain cells. I've began to write on the notebook that Ms Lim have gave me. While I was writing, it seem as if I was reading all my problems to her in person, but if that could ever happen, she could be my consultant. However, I don't really have alot of problems. All have got to do with netball and my teenage life. My life is rather boring... I want to be occupied with stuff to do so that i will not think about nonsence. However, I'm not a robot, humans need a break too. Well, I've got nothing much to do, that's why I'm here to update you. There's another problem right now for me to face. You see, I haven't been chatting up with Debbie and meeting her to keep our friendship going, so right now it's like I'm afraid to meet her. Alright, I can't say much further, bye!

hee... I had just break camp yesterday... however, the night before, I had went home to cut my Mom's birthday cake. I find it a little lame, to go home at 9.30 pm to cut the birthday cake. But, she's my mother after all... and i love her. I've been pressured lately because of something that happened at netball. However, I've clarify things with my coach, Ms Lim. Basically, I realized that I failed to trust what she was doing and was afraid of the outcome. Last year, it was the same... She trained Rachel occasionally and I was so afraid that i couldn't get into the team and play in the seven. That was why I was so paranoid about this and afraid that it would happen again.. However, I am certain i would be sharing my position with Elly and Rachel. Recently, I've been inspired or spurt to be a GS... If I was determined about this, I would go and learn from PeiWen. It would be good for me as i would understand the movements of the GS or GA and defend better. It would also increase my chances of getting into the team... Alright... I am stressed and well.. maybe too eager to learn so many things at a time... Bye!

Yesterday, there was netball practice. The day before the practice, I did something that I would have never done. If you all want to know, then come for training and you will know( excluding outsiders ). Yesterday's training was rather strenuous. I also got scolded by Ms Teoh. Now I know I shouldn't be asking her questions when she's agitated or most probably angry. Today, I spent my day relaxing and lazing around. Well, I want to take a short nap... Shall update you soon!