I hate your guts. Don't go thinking that you have done your part as a friend, being there for me when I was upset and everything else. I used to think and feel hurt that we have lost this friendship. It hurts to know that you couldn't even keep a simple secret that we both knew. I don't ever think we can turn back time and go back to how we used to be. And it just hurts how you do the things to hurt me.

Sometimes I wonder whether this world revolves just around me? Or is it just me? hahaha.

I am so ecstatic that I'm taking part in the upcoming contiki beach netball carnival in march! I can't wait! To get tanned everywhere! hahahaha.

Okay. Anyway before I end off, I thought of something like this. Not everybody who makes trouble for you are mean and not everybody who pulls you out of your crisis are good. It takes time and wise-ness to see through the ploy of everything. But of course, with enough time, good friends will be made and will stay with you for life. Hopefully. hahaha.

I'm totally hating school. I'm so sick of trying and trying when it just ends up to nothing. Have you ever experienced doing something over and over again and each time you keep hope that things would improve but they don't? I'm so sick!