UGH. It's WORK again tomorrow! I dread going to work. I hate being so quiet and not myself at work. I hate pouring the wrong chemicals into the wrong beakers. I hate feeling so unsure about a procedure yet I don't cease to ask before I proceed and commit a mistake. I hate feeling stupid for asking so many questions and I get ignored occassionally. Anyway, I must get through this. Period.

I don't understand how life works. Everything's so repetitive. Do we only derive satisfaction from reaching goals? Other than that, what else? Love?

That aside, I cherish my family and good friends alot. I cannot afford to lose them cause they keep me going, away from the dreary pull of life.

-I'm staying positive. :)

- SENTOSA 19th June! -

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Today was quite good. I managed to take leave to head back to school for the selection of electives. :D Thereafter, I went for tanning at palawan! It was outrageously irritating when the sun came out and went back as well as the rain poured down on and off. Anyway, I got slightly burnt ONLY. I wouldn't say I'm tanned at all, cause it's damn hard for me to become dark. (I peel and become white/fair again!) hahahahhaa. FUN, FUN and FUN! I talked lots with my sis while we were tanning. :D

I rushed to meet ah worm (michelle) after that! hahahhaa. It was another utterly fun event! I met her at kembangan and she drove us for some bubbletea and then to ecp. :D i was so honoured to be sitting at the front seat! Cause, usually you-know-who gets to sit there. hahahhaha. And also all thanks to me for being late that I got that seat! HAHAHAA. We arrived at ecp food centre and it was crowded like shit. We had to wait for tables and chairs. haha. And little did I realise that there were so many uncivilised and rude people there! Obviously when someone got to the table first and chop the seat, you don't go there with your bloody khaki and don't care as well as to just sit down! What bloody attitude is that? So rude! Tsk tsk tsk. I felt like going up to slam two tightslaps at their faces. Anyway, we got a few tables under the pavillion I think. Ordered some food and started gouging overselves. Haha. At least, I felt like I was filling myself up like a balloon. Hahahaha.

Oh. And michelle's birthday 'cake' was so pretty! I hope you had a wonderful time today, ah worm! I love you and hope that you will always be happy ok! :DDDDDDDDDDDD And also HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! I'm so sorry for getting the date all mixed up. I will pass you your special 'present' SOON! Smacks! :)))))))))