Dear blog ... I don't know whether I have been doing the right things ever since I messaged him and got closer to him. I am so filled with uncertainty. Can you at least give me some certainty or an answer? I somehow feel that nothing will come out of this until I chatted with him that night. We chatted so easily, all of that except I still do not know what is he thinking all the time. We do not speak at school and seldom do we walk past each other and smile often. I read your blog entry and your ex asked you whether do you know how to even love ...
Urgh. I will continue from the next entry.