urgh. i have been so stressed up this week. because of meb project and stuff. i'm like the treasurer of my class, grp leader of the meb proj, official person for nball. this is like role-playing man. urgh. sometimes, i wished my life was much more than this. but it's better than being dead and still right.


i have misunderstood several peeps the past few weeks though. i feel so ugly, for being so bad and evil. urgh, whatever. i'm just talking randomly. this week passed pretty briefly. learnt much stuff. organic chemistry is getting harder and more nonsensical with each topic ... pipc too.


i was browsing through some people's blog when i suddenly felt a strong sense of guilt somewhere in my body(make a guess). hahah. dots. even though i had been looking forward to the weekends, somehow i don't really see much to it. it's like i have suddenly lost all my motivation in life at one moment. there's a reason, but i won't say though.


friends keep my life going when things start getting rocky.