It always roots down to the same person who can inspire me the way she used to do. `Love the life you live. Live the life you love.' I ran through her blog earlier. I read about her life and how she is doing presently. I must say her life is like a role model for me. Sigh. I remembered when I was in sec two, I told myself that I wanted to be just like her. However with the passing of time and days, she slowly left and I gradually lost all the inspiration and teachings she bestowed upon me. I want a change in my life. And I want it NOW.