I am feeling downright tired now. I just got back from Genting, Malaysia. The journey took a total of six hours there and another six back. My eyes are sore from long hours of contact lens wearing. Hms. But one thing good was I really enjoyed my time there. The place has changed alot since the last time I went there. I tried out Baskin Robbins ice-cream and it was delectable indeed, makes a mockery out of the other ice-creams sold there. I did several shopping over there, bought some stuff. I tried looking for debbie's winnie the pooh plushie however to no valid. Sigh. Really sorry debs! Shall hang out with you soon to make up for it. =) Ya. My parents gambled alot at the casino there, therefore leaving us for long nights in the hotel. At first I thought nothing about staying alone with my younger sister in the hotel, however, after checking out of the hotel, my uncle told us that the 18th floor which we were staying at, had an incident of which a China woman was murdered in one of the rooms. This sent shivers down my spine. Anyway, I am back in Singapore now.

I thought alot about us. The more I think of it, the more insecure I feel. Furthermore, I feel the gap expanding by each passing day. I really do not know what's between us. I do not know what is us called. It's sapping my inner self away as I think about us all the time. Perhaps you must be thinking I'm crazy to be thinking too much into it. Well, let's just remain like this from now on.

The abyss of miscommunication

If only it could be resolved

We would be almost perfect together

Your shyness

My quietness

Takes us miles apart

` I do not want to be hurt again.

Seeing you with your perfect girl

What a perfect picture