bloggie . . . I don't know how dumb I can go . . . It's like I know this won't last and yet I still went ahead with it - BGR. Hms, I don't want to ponder over these things but it has been annoying for me lately. His girlfriend messaged me and I felt really sorry for their plight. I'm really so guilty for it. Sorry, I didn't meant for it to happen, I'm helpless - I can't control my heart. Wells, there's no point apologizing endlessly. All I have to say is that they broke up - I have no idea whether they would ever patch.