dear bloggie . . . I have an A maths test coming up next week, very pressurizing. It's my first test in this new term, and I ought to do well for a good start. Feelings for him just keep coming and going as fast as the wind. I am trying really hard to control them but I keep thinking of him. Why am I behaving like a kid who has lost her sense of consciousness? Wake up! This is the real world! hahas. I have to be mature in my thinking . . .

Feelings for him are fading away soon . . .